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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
By Jove! I think you’ve got it! :^D Seriously, Chris, Greg and I were in these who would break down first games everytime we quit. I was just more bullheaded, so I was always the last to give in, but I got to looking forward to him giving in so that we could go back to smoking again! Finally I got it. I was tired of quitting for Greg. Mainly, he was the one that kept wanting to quit so badly and dragging me along with him because I wanted to be supportive. Then, I decided I was sick and tired of the game and I wanted him to quit so badly (his father died of heart/lung disease from smoking) that I would not play anymore. I would sit here with my quit intact while he blew his. During that point and this point I have saved about $4,500, without which we would not have been able to move back to Tenn, buy a house, and work on the house instead of working for someone else for the last 2+ months. Fun days are over and it’s back to reality (working for others) time again, but you know what? We still have this house (instead of an apartment in that HUGE, congested city), and we are in Tenn, where I see my older son at least once a week, my parents at least once a month and my granddaughter and younger son whenever I can manage to drive a mere three hours, or talk them into it. So, my quit is so worth all this. I don’t want to smoke. Had my first experience today in a bar with everyone smoking (Greg’s work get-together in a family environment PlayPlace, where there were kids games, adult’s games, and bars). I was shocked at all the smoke and all the people smoking there! But, I didn’t want to smoke. I know you work in a bar. I can’t imagine how hard that must be in the early days of a quit. But, living with a smoker, I can tell you that wasn’t too easy early on. It is now. I’m so proud of you, Chris! I think you really have it kicked this time. Just hang in there! *hugs* — BinnieBee – A Proud Old Fogie! %% (—-) ( >__< ) ^^ ~~ ^^ ~f3as3~ Quit since 11/01/2001 http://binniebee.com http://www.cyberdigs.com
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> > By Jove! I think you’ve got it! :^D > I hope so Binnie! You know how long I have been struggling with this. > I have never quit during hunting season before. It was always too easy to > smoke. In fact my Novender quit was due to the fact that hunting was > drawing to a close & I wouldn’t be able to hide it anymore. There have been > so many factors this time that would normally sabotouge a quit and yet I’m > still here. You don’t suppose that this might actually be the one?
Yes, I think that is exactly it, Chris! WTG, GF! :^D You know we’re all behind you! *hugs* BB – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Crossing my fingers > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, two days, 11 hours, 10 minutes and 9 seconds. > 469 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $82.13. Life saved: 1 day, > 15 hours, 5 minutes. > Seriously, Chris, Greg and I were in these who would break down first > games everytime we quit. I was just more bullheaded, so I was always > the last to give in, but I got to looking forward to him giving in so > that we could go back to smoking again! Finally I got it. I was tired > of quitting for Greg. Mainly, he was the one that kept wanting to quit > so badly and dragging me along with him because I wanted to be > supportive. Then, I decided I was sick and tired of the game and I > wanted him to quit so badly (his father died of heart/lung disease from > smoking) that I would not play anymore. I would sit here with my quit > intact while he blew his. > During that point and this point I have saved about $4,500, without > which we would not have been able to move back to Tenn, buy a house, and > work on the house instead of working for someone else for the last 2+ > months. Fun days are over and it’s back to reality (working for others) > time again, but you know what? We still have this house (instead of an > apartment in that HUGE, congested city), and we are in Tenn, where I see > my older son at least once a week, my parents at least once a month and > my granddaughter and younger son whenever I can manage to drive a mere > three hours, or talk them into it. So, my quit is so worth all this. I > don’t want to smoke. > Had my first experience today in a bar with everyone smoking (Greg’s > work get-together in a family environment PlayPlace, where there were > kids games, adult’s games, and bars). I was shocked at all the smoke > and all the people smoking there! But, I didn’t want to smoke. I know > you work in a bar. I can’t imagine how hard that must be in the early > days of a quit. But, living with a smoker, I can tell you that wasn’t > too easy early on. It is now. > I’m so proud of you, Chris! I think you really have it kicked this > time. Just hang in there! > *hugs* > — > BinnieBee – A Proud Old Fogie! > %% > (—-) > ( >__< ) > ^^ ~~ ^^ > ~f3as3~ > Quit since 11/01/2001 > http://binniebee.com > http://www.cyberdigs.com
– BinnieBee – A Proud Old Fogie! %% (—-) ( >__< ) ^^ ~~ ^^ ~f3as3~ Quit since 11/01/2001 http://binniebee.com http://www.cyberdigs.com
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Chris this quit is for you. I am a secret smoker during all my quits, I have now remorse about lying to myself. That’s all it is though, Lying. I am not normally telling untruths all the time so it must be the nicobitch dragging me down to its level in the gutter. Stay vigilant Chris and this hold the nicobitch has will lesson, I know you can do it. Lovin your meter. J
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> By Jove! I think you’ve got it! :^D
I hope so Binnie! You know how long I have been struggling with this. I have never quit during hunting season before. It was always too easy to smoke. In fact my Novender quit was due to the fact that hunting was drawing to a close & I wouldn’t be able to hide it anymore. There have been so many factors this time that would normally sabotouge a quit and yet I’m still here. You don’t suppose that this might actually be the one? Crossing my fingers Chris f3as3 Nicotine free for Three weeks, two days, 11 hours, 10 minutes and 9 seconds. 469 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $82.13. Life saved: 1 day, 15 hours, 5 minutes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Seriously, Chris, Greg and I were in these who would break down first > games everytime we quit. I was just more bullheaded, so I was always > the last to give in, but I got to looking forward to him giving in so > that we could go back to smoking again! Finally I got it. I was tired > of quitting for Greg. Mainly, he was the one that kept wanting to quit > so badly and dragging me along with him because I wanted to be > supportive. Then, I decided I was sick and tired of the game and I > wanted him to quit so badly (his father died of heart/lung disease from > smoking) that I would not play anymore. I would sit here with my quit > intact while he blew his. > During that point and this point I have saved about $4,500, without > which we would not have been able to move back to Tenn, buy a house, and > work on the house instead of working for someone else for the last 2+ > months. Fun days are over and it’s back to reality (working for others) > time again, but you know what? We still have this house (instead of an > apartment in that HUGE, congested city), and we are in Tenn, where I see > my older son at least once a week, my parents at least once a month and > my granddaughter and younger son whenever I can manage to drive a mere > three hours, or talk them into it. So, my quit is so worth all this. I > don’t want to smoke. > Had my first experience today in a bar with everyone smoking (Greg’s > work get-together in a family environment PlayPlace, where there were > kids games, adult’s games, and bars). I was shocked at all the smoke > and all the people smoking there! But, I didn’t want to smoke. I know > you work in a bar. I can’t imagine how hard that must be in the early > days of a quit. But, living with a smoker, I can tell you that wasn’t > too easy early on. It is now. > I’m so proud of you, Chris! I think you really have it kicked this > time. Just hang in there! > *hugs* > — > BinnieBee – A Proud Old Fogie! > %% > (—-) > ( >__< ) > ^^ ~~ ^^ > ~f3as3~ > Quit since 11/01/2001 > http://binniebee.com > http://www.cyberdigs.com
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> Chris, you’re doing really well! Glad you’ve got this one figured out. You > are really on your way. > hugs, > elle
Oh gosh I hope so Elle. I soooo want this. Chris f3as3 Nicotine free for Three weeks, two days, 11 hours, 4 minutes and 17 seconds. 469 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $82.11. Life saved: 1 day, 15 hours, 5 minutes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he > will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. > No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway)
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> I really like all this stuff you figure out to make the demon suffer.
Thanks Paul. I’m having fun with it. Your going to do just fine Chris. > After he fills him full of arrows, give him a few musket balls too, just for > good measure > Paul D
And then have him stuffed & put on my wall :) What a trophy that would be! Chris f3as3 Nicotine free for Three weeks, two days, 11 hours, 3 minutes and 2 seconds. 469 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $82.11. Life saved: 1 day, 15 hours, 5 minutes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Nine months, one week, three days, 14 hours, 22 minutes and 53 seconds. > 14229 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,565.06. Life saved: 7 weeks, 9 hours, > 45 minutes. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 > day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> Ain’t that the truth? Keep posting, sweetie….you’re going to be ok this > time. You seem to have a whole new attitude with this quit that is going to > take you a long way. > Sally
I am even surprizing myself a little. I wonder where this "strong" me came from?! Or maybe she was there the whole time, hiding behind an addiction. Chris 3W+ – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do > you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since > you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and > let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 > day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> chris_g: > … >WHAT AM I THINKING???? >It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so >overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in >the world (to me anyway) > … >OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep >it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you >hear me??? NO WAY!!! > … > Way to go, Chris! Right here is where the battle is won. > Sneak smokes are just one more of nicodemon’s lies. It would only work if the > smoker could do it while keeping it from herself…because the only person you > have to stay true to (in a quit) is yourself.
Well said. And so true. > Stay strong. You are well on your way
Thanks Maddie. I mean it. Chris 3W+ – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> —– > Maddie, 5 months
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> Be strong Chris……I know you can do it. You have been their for me > quit buddies are for ya know…….
Thanks Nancy. I appreciate it. I think this is a turning point in my quit. I realize that I want to be free of the addiction so bad that I am willing to put up with anything to get there. I’m having some rough times but it’s OK…….I’m not going to let it break me. There is WAY to much at stake. Chris 3W+ – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –
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Hum…….Trolling along are ya……
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Be strong Chris……I know you can do it. You have been their for me quit buddies are for ya know……. I know you can do this. I live alone, so I’m always answering to myself…… Be strong…. Nancy AKA Taterbug
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Not to worry Susan. I’ve lived with a hunter long enough to be able to > identify vermin. > Chris > Still 3W+ > Hopefully he is out hunting trolls. > Hmmmm….I wonder where we could find one???? > Oh lookey, here is one!!!! > > You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! > >> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. > >> He hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This > >> means he will be gone alot. > >> And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide > >> it. No covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies > >> about not smoking. I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted > >> without anyone knowing. This is the time I enjoyed smoking the > >> most. Awwww……the freedom. > >> WHAT AM I THINKING???? > >> It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > >> overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important > >> man in the world (to me anyway) > >> Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. > >> "Just one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > >> OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to > >> keep it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to > >> fail. Do you hear me??? NO WAY!!! > >> You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And > >> since you tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an > >> archery bale and let hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I > >> warn you…..he’s an excellent shot. > >> Chris > >> f3as3 > >> Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > >> seconds. 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. > >> Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Hopefully he is out hunting trolls. Hmmmm….I wonder where we could find one???? Oh lookey, here is one!!!! – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. > He hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This > means he will be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide > it. No covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies > about not smoking. I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted > without anyone knowing. This is the time I enjoyed smoking the > most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important > man in the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. > "Just one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to > keep it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to > fail. Do you hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And > since you tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an > archery bale and let hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I > warn you…..he’s an excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > seconds. 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. > Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Not to worry Susan. I’ve lived with a hunter long enough to be able to identify vermin. Chris Still 3W+
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hopefully he is out hunting trolls. > Hmmmm….I wonder where we could find one???? > Oh lookey, here is one!!!! > You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! >> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. >> He hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This >> means he will be gone alot. >> And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide >> it. No covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies >> about not smoking. I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted >> without anyone knowing. This is the time I enjoyed smoking the >> most. Awwww……the freedom. >> WHAT AM I THINKING???? >> It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so >> overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important >> man in the world (to me anyway) >> Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. >> "Just one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on >> OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to >> keep it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to >> fail. Do you hear me??? NO WAY!!! >> You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And >> since you tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an >> archery bale and let hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I >> warn you…..he’s an excellent shot. >> Chris >> f3as3 >> Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 >> seconds. 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. >> Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Stickhead. Lee OF – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means > he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide > it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not > smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. > This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important > man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. > "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. > Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And > since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale > and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 > day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot.
I really like all this stuff you figure out to make the demon suffer. Your going to do just fine Chris. After he fills him full of arrows, give him a few musket balls too, just for good measure Paul D Nine months, one week, three days, 14 hours, 22 minutes and 53 seconds. 14229 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,565.06. Life saved: 7 weeks, 9 hours, 45 minutes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Chris, you’re doing really well! Glad you’ve got this one figured out. You are really on your way. hugs, elle
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway)
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chris_g: … >WHAT AM I THINKING???? >It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so >overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in >the world (to me anyway) … >OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep >it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you >hear me??? NO WAY!!!
… Way to go, Chris! Right here is where the battle is won. Sneak smokes are just one more of nicodemon’s lies. It would only work if the smoker could do it while keeping it from herself…because the only person you have to stay true to (in a quit) is yourself. Stay strong. You are well on your way
—– Maddie, 5 months
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I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will be gone alot. And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. WHAT AM I THINKING???? It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in the world (to me anyway) Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just one has to know." OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you hear me??? NO WAY!!! You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an excellent shot. Chris f3as3 Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway)
Ain’t that the truth? Keep posting, sweetie….you’re going to be ok this time. You seem to have a whole new attitude with this quit that is going to take you a long way. Sally – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will be gone alot. And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. WHAT AM I THINKING???? It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in the world (to me anyway) Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just one has to know." OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you hear me??? NO WAY!!! You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an excellent shot. Chris f3as3 Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway)
Ain’t that the truth? Keep posting, sweetie….you’re going to be ok this time. You seem to have a whole new attitude with this quit that is going to take you a long way. Sally – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Hopefully he is out hunting trolls. Hmmmm….I wonder where we could find one???? Oh lookey, here is one!!!! – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. > He hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This > means he will be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide > it. No covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies > about not smoking. I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted > without anyone knowing. This is the time I enjoyed smoking the > most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important > man in the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. > "Just one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to > keep it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to > fail. Do you hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And > since you tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an > archery bale and let hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I > warn you…..he’s an excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > seconds. 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. > Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Not to worry Susan. I’ve lived with a hunter long enough to be able to identify vermin. Chris Still 3W+
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hopefully he is out hunting trolls. > Hmmmm….I wonder where we could find one???? > Oh lookey, here is one!!!! > You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! >> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. >> He hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This >> means he will be gone alot. >> And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide >> it. No covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies >> about not smoking. I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted >> without anyone knowing. This is the time I enjoyed smoking the >> most. Awwww……the freedom. >> WHAT AM I THINKING???? >> It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so >> overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important >> man in the world (to me anyway) >> Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. >> "Just one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on >> OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to >> keep it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to >> fail. Do you hear me??? NO WAY!!! >> You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And >> since you tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an >> archery bale and let hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I >> warn you…..he’s an excellent shot. >> Chris >> f3as3 >> Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 >> seconds. 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. >> Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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chris_g: … >WHAT AM I THINKING???? >It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so >overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in >the world (to me anyway) … >OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep >it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you >hear me??? NO WAY!!!
… Way to go, Chris! Right here is where the battle is won. Sneak smokes are just one more of nicodemon’s lies. It would only work if the smoker could do it while keeping it from herself…because the only person you have to stay true to (in a quit) is yourself. Stay strong. You are well on your way
—– Maddie, 5 months
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> You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot.
I really like all this stuff you figure out to make the demon suffer. Your going to do just fine Chris. After he fills him full of arrows, give him a few musket balls too, just for good measure Paul D Nine months, one week, three days, 14 hours, 22 minutes and 53 seconds. 14229 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,565.06. Life saved: 7 weeks, 9 hours, 45 minutes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Chris, you’re doing really well! Glad you’ve got this one figured out. You are really on your way. hugs, elle
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway)
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
By Jove! I think you’ve got it! :^D Seriously, Chris, Greg and I were in these who would break down first games everytime we quit. I was just more bullheaded, so I was always the last to give in, but I got to looking forward to him giving in so that we could go back to smoking again! Finally I got it. I was tired of quitting for Greg. Mainly, he was the one that kept wanting to quit so badly and dragging me along with him because I wanted to be supportive. Then, I decided I was sick and tired of the game and I wanted him to quit so badly (his father died of heart/lung disease from smoking) that I would not play anymore. I would sit here with my quit intact while he blew his. During that point and this point I have saved about $4,500, without which we would not have been able to move back to Tenn, buy a house, and work on the house instead of working for someone else for the last 2+ months. Fun days are over and it’s back to reality (working for others) time again, but you know what? We still have this house (instead of an apartment in that HUGE, congested city), and we are in Tenn, where I see my older son at least once a week, my parents at least once a month and my granddaughter and younger son whenever I can manage to drive a mere three hours, or talk them into it. So, my quit is so worth all this. I don’t want to smoke. Had my first experience today in a bar with everyone smoking (Greg’s work get-together in a family environment PlayPlace, where there were kids games, adult’s games, and bars). I was shocked at all the smoke and all the people smoking there! But, I didn’t want to smoke. I know you work in a bar. I can’t imagine how hard that must be in the early days of a quit. But, living with a smoker, I can tell you that wasn’t too easy early on. It is now. I’m so proud of you, Chris! I think you really have it kicked this time. Just hang in there! *hugs* — BinnieBee – A Proud Old Fogie! %% (—-) ( >__< ) ^^ ~~ ^^ ~f3as3~ Quit since 11/01/2001 http://binniebee.com http://www.cyberdigs.com
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Stickhead. Lee OF – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means > he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide > it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not > smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. > This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important > man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. > "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. > Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And > since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale > and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 > day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Be strong Chris……I know you can do it. You have been their for me quit buddies are for ya know……. I know you can do this. I live alone, so I’m always answering to myself…… Be strong…. Nancy AKA Taterbug
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Not to worry Susan. I’ve lived with a hunter long enough to be able to > identify vermin. > Chris > Still 3W+ > Hopefully he is out hunting trolls. > Hmmmm….I wonder where we could find one???? > Oh lookey, here is one!!!! > > You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! > >> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. > >> He hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This > >> means he will be gone alot. > >> And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide > >> it. No covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies > >> about not smoking. I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted > >> without anyone knowing. This is the time I enjoyed smoking the > >> most. Awwww……the freedom. > >> WHAT AM I THINKING???? > >> It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > >> overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important > >> man in the world (to me anyway) > >> Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. > >> "Just one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > >> OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to > >> keep it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to > >> fail. Do you hear me??? NO WAY!!! > >> You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And > >> since you tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an > >> archery bale and let hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I > >> warn you…..he’s an excellent shot. > >> Chris > >> f3as3 > >> Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > >> seconds. 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. > >> Life saved: 1 day, 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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Hum…….Trolling along are ya……
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> You sure your husband isn’t out hunting beaver? I used to hunt it and > it was quite a sport, lemme tell you! > I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> Be strong Chris……I know you can do it. You have been their for me > quit buddies are for ya know…….
Thanks Nancy. I appreciate it. I think this is a turning point in my quit. I realize that I want to be free of the addiction so bad that I am willing to put up with anything to get there. I’m having some rough times but it’s OK…….I’m not going to let it break me. There is WAY to much at stake. Chris 3W+ – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> chris_g: > … >WHAT AM I THINKING???? >It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so >overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in >the world (to me anyway) > … >OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep >it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you >hear me??? NO WAY!!! > … > Way to go, Chris! Right here is where the battle is won. > Sneak smokes are just one more of nicodemon’s lies. It would only work if the > smoker could do it while keeping it from herself…because the only person you > have to stay true to (in a quit) is yourself.
Well said. And so true. > Stay strong. You are well on your way
Thanks Maddie. I mean it. Chris 3W+ – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> —– > Maddie, 5 months
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> Ain’t that the truth? Keep posting, sweetie….you’re going to be ok this > time. You seem to have a whole new attitude with this quit that is going to > take you a long way. > Sally
I am even surprizing myself a little. I wonder where this "strong" me came from?! Or maybe she was there the whole time, hiding behind an addiction. Chris 3W+ – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do > you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since > you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and > let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 > day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> I really like all this stuff you figure out to make the demon suffer.
Thanks Paul. I’m having fun with it. Your going to do just fine Chris. > After he fills him full of arrows, give him a few musket balls too, just for > good measure > Paul D
And then have him stuffed & put on my wall :) What a trophy that would be! Chris f3as3 Nicotine free for Three weeks, two days, 11 hours, 3 minutes and 2 seconds. 469 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $82.11. Life saved: 1 day, 15 hours, 5 minutes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Nine months, one week, three days, 14 hours, 22 minutes and 53 seconds. > 14229 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,565.06. Life saved: 7 weeks, 9 hours, > 45 minutes. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 > seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 > day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> Chris, you’re doing really well! Glad you’ve got this one figured out. You > are really on your way. > hugs, > elle
Oh gosh I hope so Elle. I soooo want this. Chris f3as3 Nicotine free for Three weeks, two days, 11 hours, 4 minutes and 17 seconds. 469 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $82.11. Life saved: 1 day, 15 hours, 5 minutes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he > will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. > No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway)
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> By Jove! I think you’ve got it! :^D
I hope so Binnie! You know how long I have been struggling with this. I have never quit during hunting season before. It was always too easy to smoke. In fact my Novender quit was due to the fact that hunting was drawing to a close & I wouldn’t be able to hide it anymore. There have been so many factors this time that would normally sabotouge a quit and yet I’m still here. You don’t suppose that this might actually be the one? Crossing my fingers Chris f3as3 Nicotine free for Three weeks, two days, 11 hours, 10 minutes and 9 seconds. 469 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $82.13. Life saved: 1 day, 15 hours, 5 minutes. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Seriously, Chris, Greg and I were in these who would break down first > games everytime we quit. I was just more bullheaded, so I was always > the last to give in, but I got to looking forward to him giving in so > that we could go back to smoking again! Finally I got it. I was tired > of quitting for Greg. Mainly, he was the one that kept wanting to quit > so badly and dragging me along with him because I wanted to be > supportive. Then, I decided I was sick and tired of the game and I > wanted him to quit so badly (his father died of heart/lung disease from > smoking) that I would not play anymore. I would sit here with my quit > intact while he blew his. > During that point and this point I have saved about $4,500, without > which we would not have been able to move back to Tenn, buy a house, and > work on the house instead of working for someone else for the last 2+ > months. Fun days are over and it’s back to reality (working for others) > time again, but you know what? We still have this house (instead of an > apartment in that HUGE, congested city), and we are in Tenn, where I see > my older son at least once a week, my parents at least once a month and > my granddaughter and younger son whenever I can manage to drive a mere > three hours, or talk them into it. So, my quit is so worth all this. I > don’t want to smoke. > Had my first experience today in a bar with everyone smoking (Greg’s > work get-together in a family environment PlayPlace, where there were > kids games, adult’s games, and bars). I was shocked at all the smoke > and all the people smoking there! But, I didn’t want to smoke. I know > you work in a bar. I can’t imagine how hard that must be in the early > days of a quit. But, living with a smoker, I can tell you that wasn’t > too easy early on. It is now. > I’m so proud of you, Chris! I think you really have it kicked this > time. Just hang in there! > *hugs* > — > BinnieBee – A Proud Old Fogie! > %% > (—-) > ( >__< ) > ^^ ~~ ^^ > ~f3as3~ > Quit since 11/01/2001 > http://binniebee.com > http://www.cyberdigs.com
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Chris this quit is for you. I am a secret smoker during all my quits, I have now remorse about lying to myself. That’s all it is though, Lying. I am not normally telling untruths all the time so it must be the nicobitch dragging me down to its level in the gutter. Stay vigilant Chris and this hold the nicobitch has will lesson, I know you can do it. Lovin your meter. J
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I married an avid hunter. He hunts with bow & arrow, rifle, musket. He > hunt deer, duck, bear. Hunting season has just started. This means he will > be gone alot. > And I will have ample opportunities to smoke without having to hide it. No > covering up the foul breath or smelly clothes. No lies about not smoking. > I could be free to smoke as much as I wanted without anyone knowing. This > is the time I enjoyed smoking the most. Awwww……the freedom. > WHAT AM I THINKING???? > It’s not freedom. It’s being a slave to an addiction that is so > overpowering that is would make me lie & deceive the most important man in > the world (to me anyway) > Hubby just left and the nicodemon is already rearing his ugly head. "Just > one. Just this weekend……then go back to your quit on > one has to know." > OH YEAH? I’ll know. This is MY quit. I WANT it. And I’m going to keep > it. So get away. There is NO WAY you are going to get me to fail. Do you > hear me??? NO WAY!!! > You knew I am vulnerable when my hubby is on a hunting trip. And since you > tried to use it against me I am going to tie you to an archery bale and let > hubby practice with his new hunting arrows. I warn you…..he’s an > excellent shot. > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, one day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 37 seconds. > 457 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $80.11. Life saved: 1 day, > 14 hours, 5 minutes.
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> > By Jove! I think you’ve got it! :^D > I hope so Binnie! You know how long I have been struggling with this. > I have never quit during hunting season before. It was always too easy to > smoke. In fact my Novender quit was due to the fact that hunting was > drawing to a close & I wouldn’t be able to hide it anymore. There have been > so many factors this time that would normally sabotouge a quit and yet I’m > still here. You don’t suppose that this might actually be the one?
Yes, I think that is exactly it, Chris! WTG, GF! :^D You know we’re all behind you! *hugs* BB – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Crossing my fingers > Chris > f3as3 > Nicotine free for Three weeks, two days, 11 hours, 10 minutes and 9 seconds. > 469 gross smelling cigarettes not smoked, saving $82.13. Life saved: 1 day, > 15 hours, 5 minutes. > Seriously, Chris, Greg and I were in these who would break down first > games everytime we quit. I was just more bullheaded, so I was always > the last to give in, but I got to looking forward to him giving in so > that we could go back to smoking again! Finally I got it. I was tired > of quitting for Greg. Mainly, he was the one that kept wanting to quit > so badly and dragging me along with him because I wanted to be > supportive. Then, I decided I was sick and tired of the game and I > wanted him to quit so badly (his father died of heart/lung disease from > smoking) that I would not play anymore. I would sit here with my quit > intact while he blew his. > During that point and this point I have saved about $4,500, without > which we would not have been able to move back to Tenn, buy a house, and > work on the house instead of working for someone else for the last 2+ > months. Fun days are over and it’s back to reality (working for others) > time again, but you know what? We still have this house (instead of an > apartment in that HUGE, congested city), and we are in Tenn, where I see > my older son at least once a week, my parents at least once a month and > my granddaughter and younger son whenever I can manage to drive a mere > three hours, or talk them into it. So, my quit is so worth all this. I > don’t want to smoke. > Had my first experience today in a bar with everyone smoking (Greg’s > work get-together in a family environment PlayPlace, where there were > kids games, adult’s games, and bars). I was shocked at all the smoke > and all the people smoking there! But, I didn’t want to smoke. I know > you work in a bar. I can’t imagine how hard that must be in the early > days of a quit. But, living with a smoker, I can tell you that wasn’t > too easy early on. It is now. > I’m so proud of you, Chris! I think you really have it kicked this > time. Just hang in there! > *hugs* > — > BinnieBee – A Proud Old Fogie! > %% > (—-) > ( >__< ) > ^^ ~~ ^^ > ~f3as3~ > Quit since 11/01/2001 > http://binniebee.com > http://www.cyberdigs.com
– BinnieBee – A Proud Old Fogie! %% (—-) ( >__< ) ^^ ~~ ^^ ~f3as3~ Quit since 11/01/2001 http://binniebee.com http://www.cyberdigs.com
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